Betrayal

Rush up to the room and slam the door tight
I don't want to talk and I don't want to fight
You beg me to listen, to give you a chance
For what? To once more start the betrayal dance?
I don't want to see and I don't want to listen
To all of your lies that will make my cheeks glisten
I felt my world tilt right on its edge
With all of the feelings that now you have dredged
I drown out the falsehoods and drown out the white noise
Wipe out the memories of all our little joys
I hear you knocking, this time a bit softer
I guess you're accepting that these wounds might fester
You whisper for me to just listen once more
To your messed up excuses that will just leave me sore
So I close my eyes and slide down to the floor
Shaking my head leaning against the door
Leave me alone! to my own misery
Don't make me remember all of our history
I can't forget it this time and I can't forgive it again
Your treachery today has left me in pain
A deep shaky breath, a sigh I let out
I dry off my tears and tell you to get out
Get out of my life and take your vices with you
Get out so I don't have to deal with what's untrue
And as you reach out, I take a step back
You think you can convince me and get things back on track
You say what you've said a million times before
Honestly now I can't trust you anymore
This time will be different or so you shall say
Do you think those words will keep my doubts away?
Oh! How I wish to truly believe you
How I wish I couldn't see right through you
So I harden my eyes and close off my heart
To tell you to leave and stay forever apart.