The Cost of Feeling

I felt a way that made me wonder
I felt a way I've never before
You told me things that made me ponder
Whether what I thought was just a lore
A roller coaster of my emotions
My mind was thrown into chaos
I questioned each of my notions
Truth be told I was at a loss
A loss for what is real and true
Second guessing my every thought
I didn't know what would get me through
It was difficult for me to accept what reality had brought
A little bit of trust was lost
A little bit of me as well
The way I felt was at a cost
 I should have looked before I fell
A mistake I made in believing
That the outer shell was you pretending
The facts laid out were truly relieving
And now I know the truth of feeling.